July 27th Entry Sixty-One
Posted by Frostie
Never again.....
...that job is horrible, no matter the money.
I'd rather be hunting bounties then doing that...
now...I just...want to sleep...for as long as I can.
I want to forget how much it hurts to keep something going.
how long will Force's loyalty last?
...is it really worth it?
...if Kai and Ed weren't depending on me.
I would have long carved my old sword into my throat...
just to stop this. just to quiet things.
but I can't now....they trust me. I trust them....
do they really? do I really?