July 25th Entry Sixty

....last night was awkward. yet comfortable.

what have I been doing? tailing random people around? drawing them? this leg is such a hindrance...it's taking some time to heal. my favorite place to hide has been taken over. didn't really expect it to stay silent and solemn.
a thing...it....furred one. the medical chamber was full of weapons and papers. before I could start a fire by throwing my cigarette on the papers it found me.

and I got out of there without problem, and without running into Rassk.
this fascination is going to get me into a problem. yet I like staying where people can't reach me. I have to watch out for those who can climb and run.
and if Rassk notices I've been tailing him on and off. I don't think I'll be bitching about just my leg. Kai didn't ask when I showed him my sketchbook filled with drawings of people I shouldn't even be in the vicinity of, aside from him and Ed.

but this curiosity of mine has gotten the better of me. I haven't felt like this since two years ago. back in Midgar. something drove me to want to know more then I should. and it killed me more then once.

I'll be careful. at least until Ed is stabilized and can be treated easily by Kai.
Rassk's dog bites hard. I'll have to remember to bring something more appetizing for it. but if it's him alone, I'll just have to pray to some un-named intimate object.