March 27th Entry Twenty-Three

...so..I think the kids still alive.
nothing like leaning on your side and feeling something punch you in the...
everything.

this week's been nothing but trouble.
Step-mother threw the shot glasses I gave her in my face...
had to pull the glass out of my skin.

replaced the ceiling tiles in the bar to make sure that things worked fine....
and later...had to change my bandages, but didn't want to...though Kai knew and threatened me to the point of actually bringing in a car battery and chains if I didn't change the bandages....geeze...I don't need them anymore....just...kinda hurts in the way of what's to come....I've been running from and to work. I'm exhausted...but it's keeping me in shape...in case...I ever need to run after Kai again.....

...didn't help he could shoot me with tranq's....

...take deep breaths....

anyways...

I've met so many interesting people Today....
and I think...I found someone who I could trust to tend the bar...
maybe..he's kinda...a blue tiger...by the name of Tomo.

I get...odd vibes looking at him, reminds me of Kain. if he was Younger....and Blue.
got real energy. go getter. seemed to be worried about his courage..but that didn't deter him from showing off some cool tricks....

he manipulates ice as well..and by Manipulate I mean he controls it perfectly..
..or so it seems....
....I'm going to have to find out how soon I can get Dean to contact me back on this. there's an awful lot I need to speak to Dean about. it's just finding some times when he's in Junon that's the problem...I wont worry about it too much...
I should probably go home, get some sleep..it's two in the morning..

Kai hasn't shown up, not Ed. or Sakura.
no Yuge....no Kashido...

...okay maybe I was wrong. Ed and Sakura showed up....

....just the usual stuff....
Ed seemed to be doing alright. better then he had previous days...
..and which followed...I don't know what Sakura was talking about..
mostly sounded like a incident between pilots and a SOLDIER. and...elevator troubles, she had a bad hangover...I don't know why but...so many things are reminding me of Souma these days...Sakura is one of them.

her attitude...rebelliousness, stubborn...

...

I look around the bar and feel content. I don't ever want to have to leave this place behind again...this place of solace. sure it gets crazy...and sometimes I have to bleed and die to protect it and it's patrons....it makes me exhausted beyond words...but I love it.

I feel like I've made it this time...instead of stumbling to my feet I'm done with climbing the ladder. now it's my turn to help others climb that ladder.