March 15th Entry Eighteen
Posted by Frostie
I have to put my emotions and feelings aside now.
if I don't it'll only end up being pitiful, I shouldn't feel like a child wanting to be held by it's parents....I've been too spoiled with Yuge's affection,
I shouldn't desire BS like that anymore....
....I don't need anyone to hold me....not anymore...or do I...?
No.
right now I should focus on keeping the bar regulars happy...
and working on the suit.
Ed's in on this too now. I'm a bit concerned...
maybe it's because I look at Ed as a adorable lovable adornment in life
that could one day disapear, maybe i'm just too concerned that Ed is too kind for this work. but I don't know alot about Ed. only that he and I were in QUAKE together, that he was Kai's friend. that Ed was once a police officer...
and kidnapped Hojo once. that kind of stuff takes guts...
maybe what I see in Ed...is a reflection of Souma.
something I want to make sure stays safe, alike Kai.
if we're going to make some noise...
better start with a bang.