March 12th Entry Sixteen

Work has been getting stale,
things are quiet though I keep telling myself that just means I'm not getting cut up or shot at. only vaguely interesting thing that happend was Kai showing up with a...leg wound...

hell it could have been a crotch wound for how close it was.
it made me think of when I treated Yuge for his wounds once...
I think they both made the same joke reguarding me and treating a wound so close to their gentials...though I felt like a mother helping her son both times.

when I think back to that time, when I treated Yuge, and Kashido moved him to his apartment...while that happend..I got shot at, the first mechanical limbs I got for Yuge I stole from a supply truck I knew was going to be in the area. transporting illegal goods...I don't even fucking know how I got the heat off me from stealing those, a boney teenager getting away with two huge cases, I ran faster then my legs would let me...what kept me going was knowing Yuge was in pain, and if I fell....

...maybe it would have been better if after the first splay of bullets I fell.
there's alot i'm uncertian of right now,
heat could spike up at any moment, I think ShinRa has it's hands full with whatever the hell it's dealing with. but that SOLDIER...Rai Yuudai.
I'm a bit worried..wondering what's going through his mind...
..if i'm lucky he forgot my name by now.
I'm a small fish staying at the bottom outside of his pond.


thinking back to when I stitched up Kai's Kevlar suit, Ed and the same cat sub-human who was trying to devour Kai's face last week entered the bar while I was trying to clean up his wound, sounds like it was awkward for Kai, wasn't that awkward for me, back when me and Force were held captive last year I was the only experienced medic around, much to say there was alot of guys stripping down and getting stitched up...and a whole lot of...[this part had been furiously scribbled over to unreadable]

I did what I had to...but we were out of there soon enough...


...I feel like i'm going crazy, I may just go run into the field and get into a damn fist fight with a monster.