May 26th Entry Fourty-Four

Two shelves of the liquor are missing in the bar.
either I have skimped out on deliveries with this broken body.

or this has something to do with a similar incident a citizen told me about with the grocery store. this is one of those things I do hope ShinRa kills with an iron fist in the dark. I would be in dismay to wonder what would happen if cadets couldn't get wasted and cry about their superiors abuseing them so close to the tower.

Though I will have to ask the bartenders if anything peculear has been up.
I wouldn't be surprised if they did go throgh the entire two shelves while I was gone, busy days happen. I'll have to talk to Force about another emergency shipment. he's going to bill me out the ass for this and the medical bills again I know it.

....money's going to get tight..this leg better heal fast.

...speaking of the leg it hurts like a bitch..might as well add painkillers to the list of supplies needed. I'm going to have to be fucking careful....people I've threatened could see this as an opertunity to finish me.
...on the other side I don't want a babysitter...I'm going to keep face in front of Kai, Yuge, Ed, Kashido. anyone who knows what's after me. nothing like a fairytale creature floating over your shoulder screeching "Hey. Listen."...
it'll save hassle. though put the risk higher. just like I like it.

...I don't want to lean on anyone...I wont let anyone be my shield.
not after what happend to Kai...I'm their shield. not the other way around.