April 1st Entry Twenty Six

It's been three months...seven days.
since me and Yuge met up again, and I tried to become something I wasn't.

only thing I did today. was accept the application of a bartender, Tomo. I will have to wait to hear what Dean has to say.

...what could he say?
the bar is becomeing more busy. as am I. it couldn't. wouldnt. hurt to have another bartender apart from Sparkles Dean and Myself. Tomo seems well dedicated enough.
I'll observe. and see how this goes.

...Kai...I think Dean would have a heart attack if I hired him. I need to solidify contact information with Dean so I can send him those reports. I don't even know if he gets them or not. its a giant damn blue moon when he shows up.
I'd like to hire Kai, though I don't want to make it appear as if it's a conflict of interest. I view Kai as another me from this perspective. sure he doesn't hit the mark every time but he's good at what he does. he can fight, and he can serve drinks. bouncer and bartender in one. what more can you ask for?

and he's unique. ....maybe i'm looking at this from a military point of view.
last year is still pretty raw on me...these past few months have been an escape,
once the noise starts. I may lose everything I've come to know in the past two years.

I wont regret it.