April 5th Entry Twenty Eight

Very quiet.....the waves make me feel at peace.

sitting at the docks, reading the book Sen gave me...it's..odd but interesting.

"There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh"

the moral seems to be..... as happiness grows, so does guilt.
it makes me understand why I could not rest easy..
..after all that's happend in the last three months.

No more sleep. no more nightmares...I seem to be doing better, regardless of Aoi's complaints about my health. gave myself another haircut...took a shower...the black of my hair bled out down the drain...I asked Aoi and she was just as confused as I was.

...I dont even remember when my hair started turning white...she said people's hair can turn gray from extreme psychological unwellness....but never white...and i'm doing pretty good, so I can't figure it out...

...I called Force and asked him but he told me to stop calling him while he was betting with his co-workers on a gameshow...something is seriously wrong with him. though i'm nobody to judge.

Back to work...paperwork...material work.
I need to get Ed and Kai's shoe size. or at least their measurements if I could.
after the embarassment before Kai might refuse...though maybe he would still help... as long as I say he can keep his clothes on.


[OOC note: PS. I hate you Kiba. :> XD]