February 3rd Entry Four

The bar is empty, quiet. it's nice.
Dean may complain, but...these moments are good.
clears the mind.


First of all....Six...
Six...the woman with the claw....
the woman, I looked up to, while I was starting in the rebellion,
silent and strong, she's still alive...she was sitting in the bar,
and I didn't know what to say, so I followed Yuge's lead...
it seemed so surreal, at least....I can stop feeling guilty...why?

..that's a story for another time.

..anyways...I'm starting a new diet, my stepmother says it'll help my health.
heh, actually requires me to ingest something other then Lemon Soda,
she also said she wanted to go shopping with me for maternity clothing...
might not be a bad idea, what i'm wearing right now...doesn't really fit a pregnant woman, more like something you'd see in a old movie with...what were they called? ...Ninjas?

it's weird..to be pregnant again...it's only been...a month?..maybe a bit more.

I spoke to Alon today, came in, ordered his usual strawberry Vodka,
we went back and forth about how each-others day has been, equally our days were both shitty. and going at a snail's pace, he seemed to be haveing woman troubles,
in the end I told him, to take care of himself, and make sure that he's happy, because there's only one of him. he seemed happier after I said that, so i'm glad I could at least make one of my bar occupants happier.


another good thing is Force finally stopped asking me to ask someone I know if they need a Merc medic, and is taking care of his family,
he also got me scheduled in with a doctor who owes him a numerous amount of favors, to get check-ups every once in a while to put Yuge's mind at ease while he's away.

...also..to put Yuge's mind at ease more..I'm going to try and stay in Junon more often, he doesn't like me going off...he knows where i'm going every time I say I'm going off to a meeting or buisness...every source came up dead, for that religious bastard. either that or mercs in place try to deter me. if I ever find him, it wont be easy to take him down. if he's got mercs to try and throw me off the track....

I'll do what I can in Junon, until the baby is born...at the very least..
I wont give up looking. Souma I promise...I'll avenge you.