February 11th Entry Eight

Another fight....great just what I always needed,
this time they sent a kid after me. a kid. he didn't even look like he had reached puberty. but in my naivety to dealing with the situation he got a cut on me. a lucky cut.

..I'm sorry to say whoever his parents or sibling are, they will not see him again.

I got some bar tending in today, Alon seemed very tired. I feel that with all of these attacks, his work must triple. I don't understand how people from ShinRa keep up with all this without breaking their brains, I have a hard enough time keeping the bank and enemy mercs...holy-men at bay, I couldn't imagine what the ShinRa workload has to be.

though eventually I had to leave the bar in the hands of another bartender, not because I wanted to, but the blood loss was effecting my performance... my head was pounding and I needed to get home to finish some paperwork..but when I walked in the door all I got was the wife arguing with me...

he kissed me so hard it hurt, he was angry that I was disregarding myself and our child, and he came so close to saying something that might have just sent me over the edge....but I apologized, and said, that if I can't handle, a few people who are after me, I'm not worthy of being his wife...he told me that was insane, I was strong but, he didn't want to see me get hurt.

guess I pulled the trigger by asking "Do you think that No-Name would give up her fight if she got pregnant with your child?"

the silence and the tension nearly killed me right there....I didn't hear his answer...I just collapsed on the floor. when I woke up I was in his arms until he woke up, I told him I wasn't going anywhere...checking out this gash on the side of my face while writeing. another reason for people to look at who I am now...instead of who I was.