April 13th Entry Eighty-Five

Got to see her after so long, she's gotten so big, healthier then she was before.
I might be getting too cosy, taking too much time to sit down not enough to think things through....moving back to Midgar has been froughting on my mind.

Midgar isn't safe, and yet it is at the same time. I could pull a hood over my head, and act like I don't exist there in the slums. since my work generally dictated to the slums the last time I was there, with Junon my dedication to the bar doesn't garter such luxuries.

Kai's expressed his displeasure at having to hide himself,
it wasn't much of a choice, Dean, the police being so close...
I'm surprised I wasn't arrested for walking into the bar covered in blood that one time!

gonna just give what's been said already time to sink into Kai's head, let him make his own mind up, though I might raise in a few subjects of not having to hide ourselves for our work. if he still wants something where he's not bashing peoples skulls in for payment as much as usual could fly with that idea of a body modification parlor, isn't much different.


it's odd. when I think of going back to Midgar I feel like a Kid again,
a sense of danger, like what Kai said; people knew us, people feared, hated, and respected us. but it sounds like fun. and who knows...maybe i'll get to finish the game I started three years ago.