September 27th Entry Ninety-Six

When I woke up today my head was pounding, and hips hurting.
then I realized I woke up next to Kai, worse things could have happened.

Spent the earlier evening drowning what self pity I had left in a few doezen glasses of wine...good year and color too, how the hell did I get past the guards at the train station? I know they were there when I arrived, oh well.

I was just lucky to have ran into Kai..I guess.
and if he went to sleep with me that means

1) I didn't try to kill him.

2) He didn't try to kill me.

3) I probably cried in front of him.

4) I was probably too intoxicated to say no to whatever position is making me ache all over.

note to self go pick up more tylenol later,

Going back to sleep before Kai wakes up and doesn't want me cuddling him.