Augest 16th Entry Sixty-Seven

On the thirteenth there was an explosion. in the warehouse district below the bar.
....I was really stubborn...and arrogant to the police officers as always...

"I'll stay with my bar."
"Go help other civillians."

....probably wasn't all that professional...
but I had alot on my mind...Three weeks to go..until...maybe.
that white haired guy who tackled me and took the brunt of a shelf falling....
his weight....his forearms...they reminded me..

...no I guess in this day it's not odd for two people to be similiar...
I mean he's as active as...that guy is I guess...their hair looks similiar...
I haven't seen Kai in a while...maybe i'm just tired. but I needed to hire another employee. so I did. he's clumsy....a wuss. keeps falling over when the floor's dry.
panics at the first sight of a MP ID scan patrol.

...but then again I did the same thing.
just looking at this guy...makes me think of something I'd want to protect.
I need to negate these feelings....too soon to have these feelings stir up again.
am I feeling lonely and sorry for myself again?
I haven't seen Ed nor Kai in the longest of times....Six Yuge and Kashido even longer...who's dead this time?

I just want to go back to sleep.