May 16th Entry-Ninety Two
Posted by Frostie
That idiot....I was so worried.
....why am I scared? why am I afraid? I should be stronger than this....
I want to be more careless. I don't want to worry...but when it comes to Kai I can't help it...that's how it's always been.
My existance has been very fragile, and I sometimes wonder if I truly exist,
or am just a materialized figmint of someones imagination.
the first time I went back to Gongaga in eight years, I found a grave with my name on it. my given name...real name. since then, I've wondered if I hold meaning...because I can't give myself meaning...only others can.
If I lose all meaning again maybe I could become a ghost....
A ghost called Vengence...
blood can only be repaid in blood.